A Shift in the Heart, Clarity in the Mind, and Freedom of the Soul.

In less than two weeks, my life will take a 90 degree turn. It is coming... my future that is. My home is within my heart. The world shall become my residence.

2011 played a significant role in the seeming upheaval, reorder, restructure, and the refocus of my life.

For 22 years, I spent my time happily defining myself by the love relationships in my life. But that all changed last year. 2011 was also a very significant year for me because I published my first book, Rediscovering Your Divine Music. With my focus shifted toward a life of loving myself, and the book project now under my belt and off my desk, I feel it is time to begin an exploration of sorts and embark on an epic journey.

As 2012 broke ground, I found myself once again questioning the validity and purpose of my societal ...

One step closer we move seemingly forward through time. The clock ticks and clicks pointing to an unknown future. Blank pages of parchment await our own ink.

We look down below our feet and see the steps disappear as if the moment we just experienced can not be proven… but alas it can not. We can only hold a memory of what that moment once was.

We are just casualties of a seemingly realistic experience, an epic novel unfolding in every moment… casualties because we believe this life is commanding our every move, our every decision and those moments of time seem to be cast onto a vast ocean with no reprieve as far as the eye can see.

But as the fairy tale falls away, as the blissful colors retreat like butterflies fluttering away from the safety of their cocoons… or as the soft, sweet breeze fro...

The circle of life swings around each and every Thanksgiving for me and returns me once again to a place of reflection. I ask myself if I have lived the past year with gratitude.

Thanksgiving is just another day. But, the true beauty of our desire to recognize a day for 'thankfulness' is that it practically forces us to take pause at least to the extent of recognizing the words 'thanks' and 'giving.'

Frankly, I think the day should be called 'Giving Thanks Day.' In the United States, often we are taunted by the commercialistic machine to make this day about eating exorbitant amounts of food as an act of recognizing how good we have it. However, if we do take pause and reflect on what such a day truly means, we would actually spend less time eating and more time giving. Ah, the perfect diet program... giving.

In my process of reflection, moments flash before ...

I spent some time this weekend making new friends while visiting a log cabin in the mountains of Arizona. I feel blessed to have spent time with these people and throughout the weekend that we shared, I often found myself observing and reflecting upon the experience and their personal perspectives in association with my own life and where I am headed.

With good fortune, as we sat on the back porch in the evening hours sitting around tables by candle light, I was gifted some great philosophical conversations. As ambient music played in the background and crickets chirped in the surrounding forest, we shared stories of our past and perspectives of the spiritual realm.

One point of interest that surfaced more than once was what a 'spiritual person' is. I found that judgment tended to creep into the conversation at times. Specifically, I shared a story from my past that might...

I sit here at my computer screen looking upon a blank white page that patiently waits for my words to be cast upon it. It awaits my medium, thus painting a picture like spreading explosions of watercolor recreating the powerful visions in my mind. So much has transpired over the past months… such commanding shifts have bestowed themselves upon me, delivered by the recent series of transformative eclipses.

My life has changed in ways I could have only wished on my greatest adversaries… if my heart were in such a place to cast harm upon another. But, my heart is open, and thus I must only receive its gifts and sculpt in my hands the raw cold clays of reality into lessons for the greater good. For being seemingly lost is most effective for helping us ultimately to be found.

The treasures of my world, that which is outside of me, seemed to hang in the bal...

A conversation:

Would it scare you if I told you that I sense that the second coming of Christ may very well be within each of us through a spiritual awakening? That I believe that we have a oneness with God now and always will but, maybe we just don't realize it? That heaven could be realized right here on Mother Earth? That love is the way simply by wholeheartedly being now, right here, what you believe God to be? Forgiving, nonjudgmental, unconditionally loving.... and that if we were purely this way, we may cease to physically exist because we would vibrate so high that we would transcend the physical and be nothing but the pure loving light of God?

Maybe the concept of 'Jesus' , whether metaphorical or actual, was simply a demonstration of this to each of us... that we have the power within us to be as selfless and all-loving.

Many of us experience ...

Is't my desire,
to finally inspire,
a revolution in the heart of thee.


From wills within,
may heaven spin,
it's evolution of the blooming tree. 



On planes and rays,
across sails and cayes,
may winds of change leave a trace. 


In the song of the lark,
and a moment too dark,
may the light cast upon your face. 



Under the spell of time,
an imposing rhyme,
shall complete this thought to soon.


In the midst of night,
shall the dreams of flight,
release you from this captive room. 



With a gentle ca...

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